Have you ever felt the droll Sunday hours wash over you in a wet hug? That utterly dreadful feeling Sunday gives can sometimes catch up to me, as it has done on this hour. I have come to you to express the most odd thing that has happened to me in a long time.
Emily and I ate seared tuna over salad and watched National Treasure:Book of Secrets. Afterwards, she turned to bed. I stayed up to play a video game. After defeating the awful opponents, I grabbed my reading assignment for HIS 131, "Narrative of Fredrick Douglass" and went to bed.
I read chilling tales of slavery. Wretched stories of intentional soul darkening. Lusty passages of horrid "masters" raping young African women and selling their shame to the next town to keep their white sons from having to whip their own brothers.
Usually after only a couple pages I am out, but tonight I got in a few chapters before the weight hit my eyes. I should've known. There would be no sleep. I arrived at the first stage, where sounds are flattened and the subconcious rises to the surface. But he must have ran out of breath, because the story took over, and all I could do is think. Loudly. I thought in the tongue of someone from the 19th century. I couldn't stop phrases like, "as the fields were sown, so were the days drawn with little mention of the hard times that were past now so painful and wretched of birth"
All to the melody of Animal Collective's "Bluish".
And now for the weird part. I couldn't stop moving. Not in the toss and turn fashion of sleeplessness. I. Couldn't. Stop. Moving. Like Michael J. Fox in a clothes dryer. As soon as I tried to stop, a MASSIVELY UNCOMFORTABLE FEELING arose. And Animal Collective would get louder, and so would the 19th century prose.